bullying zomg :0

So, I decided to check up on a place that I feel had a massive impact on who I am today; my middle school!  College Station Middle School to be exact.  (I know the image shows College Station Middle Schoo... But I swear there is an L there at the end!)

So what better way to check up on things than by going to the website that I have, until recently, never considered existed :O (gimme a break, I knew nothing about the internet when I went there, and I really didn't want to actually go back remember it for a few years afterwards)  Here's the school's website~!

First thing i noticed on the site is that they have a button titled; Report A Bully.

 =.=  where was that when I needed it??

Yes, I will admit, reluctantly since it really damages my image, that i was bullied once upon a time.  And let me tell you, it sucked.  Day after day after day of harrassment, both physical and mental, and I never thought of it as a big deal.  Instead of actually telling anyone... I kept it bottled up tight.  BIG MISTAKE~!

See, I consider it a BIG MISTAKE (extra extra emphasis on the capitol letters!) because when my little emotional bottle couldn't take any more in it, it went boom.  Seriously!  Burning rage = loss of control = stabbing a kid in the back!

:< not my proudest day by a longshot.

And, time for a corny lesson too!  At the end of that (with three days of ISS) I learned that it is a bad idea not to tell anybody about being bullied (course, I didn't consider it bullying... but still!)

So now, I don't keep things to myself (generally speaking, I don't go sharing my private thoughts with everyone >.>)

Anyways, after this blast to the past, I decided I'd give it a break before doing anything else :D

Eek! Inner Aggie Attack! D:

Oh yes, College Station!  Yay, that little old college town!

Not so little now but eh, when I was there, it was little.

As the name suggests, College station is the home of a college, Texas A&M, home of the Aggies~

Sports, as one should guess were and probably still ARE huge there.  I hated it for that!

=.= I didn't give a rat's arse then, and I don't give one now!  Sports are for the barbaric peoples of the world >_> us edumacated folks gotta stick wit wut were good at!

Oh dear, I seem to have let out my inner Aggie  o.o  I'll try to control that there thing.

As I wus sayin, them sport things really just don't tickle my fiddle (wtf...)

Aggies, longhorns, whatever team there was, there were supporters for both.  And rarely were they actually you know, not focused on working out and being a big tough guy

=.=  Ask me now which teams are playing for which sports and you'll get a simple answer; "Don't know, Don't care~"  This is usually followed by epic music and a slow motion walk to an underground la... uh... moving on

I care more about intellectual things rather than things that rely on physical prowess (Chess > sports in my book~)

But, it's where I grew up, and it played a huge role on why I don't care about sports now.  Seeing a bunch of kids running around acting all tough really killed any chance of me ever getting into sports



NOTE:  If I have offended you by insinuating that you can't be smart and enjoy sports... oh well XD :P That is my belief, no matter how wrong it may or may not be >_> 

Chess~ and an extreme anti-sports view that may or may not be serious

Ahh, chess.  An amazingly fun game, that requires little physical prowess and is played by the more intellectually gifted (rather than our barbaric sports brethren ¬.¬)

I love chess, I love having to take the time to consider an opponents moves, and then weighing the chances of what move will be made against what move I should make... Lots of logical thinking that really worked with me.

It led to me becoming an overly logical person, often bringing logic into illogical hypothetical situations, just to make people think differently (or to be a pain... but normally it's the first one)... unless it's a blonde joke (Who hits the ground first?  A blonde or a brunette? Brunette because the blonde has to stop and ask for directions... so... the blonde can deny the laws of physics?)

:P If you hate logic, I don't think we'll get along :D  even if you like logic, we might not get along (anti-logic is logic, no matter what anyone says)

I am a logic machine ^-^ I use it to help understand things, and I use anti-logic to understand things in a different way too~  Anti-logic is the logic that is completely made up to fit in the context of a made up setting (Lizard people are taking over the world's governments, we have found no proof that they aren't therefore it must be true!)

Chess, actually playing the game, not the idea of the game, helped me develop my way of thinking of things.  While I can't guarantee that if I hadn't played chess, I wouldn't be who I am, I can make a pretty safe assumption that it would be so.  Besides, I needed something to post about XD

I'm a thinker, not a fighter (Chess > sports, again :D)